{"id":3697,"date":"2020-05-20T06:43:36","date_gmt":"2020-05-20T06:43:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/?p=3697"},"modified":"2020-05-20T19:12:34","modified_gmt":"2020-05-20T19:12:34","slug":"i-ragazzi-non-contati","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/2020\/05\/20\/i-ragazzi-non-contati\/","title":{"rendered":"I ragazzi non contati"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Say\u0131lmayan gen\u00e7ler!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

19 May\u0131s’\u0131n ertesinde i\u015fte size serotonin ve adrenalin y\u00fckl\u00fc bir avu\u00e7 gencin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcniversiteden hemen sonra IBM’de ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fimin e\u011fitim s\u00fcrecini tamamlay\u0131p Adana’daki b\u00f6lge ofisinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak \u00fczere ailemin yan\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yapt\u0131m. Bu bir tercihti, bir yandan y\u0131llarca uzak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ailemin yan\u0131nda olacakt\u0131m, bir yandan da \u00e7ok uluslu bir \u015firketin himayesinde birka\u00e7 y\u0131l birikim yap\u0131p \u0130stanbul’uma geri d\u00f6necektim. Evdeki hesap \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya uymad\u0131 o ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Pesce fuor d’acqua<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Sudan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bal\u0131k, saks\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6le ekilen bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi \u00e7ok y\u0131llar sonra d\u00f6nd\u00fcm memlekete. T\u0131pk\u0131 \u015fimdi karantinada yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi hay\u0131flanmak yerine bu s\u00fcreci de\u011ferlendirmeye karar verdim en ba\u015ftan. Zaten haftada bir toplant\u0131 veya e\u011fitim i\u00e7in \u0130stanbul’a gidiyordum. Aradaki g\u00fcn veya g\u00fcnlerde izin kullan\u0131p hafta sonu ile birle\u015ftirerek, aralara da seyahat falan s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak eski d\u00fczenimde, \u0130stanbul’daym\u0131\u015f gibi ya\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra biraz daha yerle\u015fik d\u00fczen ba\u015flad\u0131 ve \u015fehir de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015f oldu\u011fum, onca arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ve bir y\u0131ll\u0131k e\u011fitim s\u00fcresince edindi\u011fim bir g\u00f6kdelen dolusu harika i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131 geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ger\u00e7e\u011fi dank etti yava\u015f yava\u015f. Art\u0131k tek bir i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131mdan ba\u015fka arkada\u015f\u0131m, birka\u00e7 akran akrabam d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kimse yoktu sosyalle\u015febilece\u011fim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu anki halimden hallice bir durum yani!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ok severim yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, tek ba\u015f\u0131na sinemaya veya kafeye gitmeyi, seyahat etmeyi ama o d\u00f6nemde bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00fczerime \u00e7eken bir davran\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu yeni \u015fehrimde. Al\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar ne yapay\u0131m <\/em>diye \u0131srarla s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fcm bu tarz\u0131m\u0131 ger\u00e7i ama yine de yerim dard\u0131, uyum sa\u011flamakta zorlan\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I miei libri
Kitaplar\u0131m<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Aradan \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f ay ge\u00e7ti ve ben hen\u00fcz kitaplar\u0131m\u0131n, kasetlerimin ve CD’lerimin oldu\u011fu kutular\u0131 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Her an d\u00f6nebilece\u011fimi hissediyordum ve e\u011fer anl\u0131k bir karar verirsem bu kutular\u0131 kargoya vermem yeterliydi. Sonu\u00e7ta k\u0131l\u0131k k\u0131yafet gidilen yerden de al\u0131n\u0131r ama y\u0131llar\u0131n birikimi kitaplar ve m\u00fczik geride b\u0131rak\u0131lamazd\u0131. O y\u0131llarda kitaplar\u0131m\u0131z ve m\u00fczi\u011fimiz bir telefona ve bilgisayara s\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Derken \u00e7ok tatl\u0131 bir arkada\u015f grubunun i\u00e7inde buldum kendimi. \u00dcniversiteden sonra \u015fu veya bu sebeple ailesinin yan\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7ok kafa dengi kader orta\u011f\u0131 bir grup. Onlar\u0131n, \u00e7ekirdek ekip d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da bir s\u00fcr\u00fc arkada\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131 benim de arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131r<\/em> ilkesiyle tam bir yanda\u015f olarak, \u00e7\u00f6lde vaha bulmu\u015f bahts\u0131z bedevi mertebesine ge\u00e7ip hayata tutundum yeniden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f kutular\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m ve \u00e7ok keyifli bir hayata ba\u015flad\u0131m bir anda!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birbirimizi g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz tek bir g\u00fcn yoktu, i\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 mutlaka bulu\u015fur, ikili \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kombinasyonlarda komplo planlar\u0131 yap\u0131p di\u011ferlerini \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r veya korkutur, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nlar gibi e\u011flenirdik. Konser, tiyatro ka\u00e7\u0131rmaz, ak\u015famlar\u0131 bir restoranda kadeh toku\u015fturmadan ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Anche tu, Bruto?
Sen de mi Br\u00fct\u00fcs<\/em>?<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Ailelerimizin da\u011f ve deniz evleri \u015fehre birer saat mesafede oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in hafta sonlar\u0131 mutlaka \u015fehirden ka\u00e7ar, i\u015f ve sosyal hayat yorgunlu\u011fumuzu atard\u0131k. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan birinin Danua cinsi k\u00f6pe\u011fi Br\u00fct\u00fcs de her gitti\u011fimiz yere gelir, iri c\u00fcssesiyle ne arabada ne gidilen evde bize yer b\u0131rakmaz, bizden \u00e7ok e\u011flenirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00fcfus say\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n yap\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 ve dolay\u0131s\u0131yla soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma yasa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn yakla\u015ft\u0131. Bilmeyen gen\u00e7ler i\u00e7in s\u00f6yleyelim, biz eskiden evlerde say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131k. Bir 80 ihtilalinde \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131k tek g\u00fcn, bir de be\u015f y\u0131lda bir yap\u0131lan n\u00fcfus say\u0131mlar\u0131nda. Al\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131z soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma yasa\u011f\u0131na ve evde oturmaya, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 olmaz<\/em> derken bu kadar\u0131 bizim sabr\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da zorluyor \u015fimdi ama bekleyece\u011fiz ne yapal\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neyse, \u00f6yk\u00fcye d\u00f6neyim. Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc n\u00fcfus say\u0131m\u0131 nedeniyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femeyece\u011fiz diye bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nce yeme\u011fe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k ve abart\u0131p ak\u015fam\u0131 biraz uzatt\u0131k. Sanki bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femeyecekmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6zlerimizde h\u00fcz\u00fcn vedala\u015f\u0131rken biz iki arkada\u015f gizlice s\u00f6zle\u015ftik, ertesi g\u00fcn say\u0131m memuru gibi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p di\u011ferlerinin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alacakt\u0131k. Soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma yasa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 delmek cesaret isteyen bir i\u015fti, yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorsam alt\u0131 aya kadar hapis cezas\u0131 olan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir su\u00e7tu ama ertesi g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femeyecek olmak daha katlan\u0131lamaz gelmi\u015f demek ki, gen\u00e7lik i\u015fte!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakalan\u0131rsak, acil durum i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k diye arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n di\u015f hekimi kimli\u011fini \u00f6ne s\u00fcrecektik. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arkada\u015f\u0131m beni almaya geldi\u011finde \u00fczerimde d\u00f6piyes, ten rengi naylon \u00e7oraplar, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde g\u00f6zl\u00fck, elimde dosya, y\u00fcz\u00fcmde ciddi bir ifade ile ger\u00e7ek bir say\u0131m memuru gibiydim. S\u00fcrpriz yapmaya giderken ilk s\u00fcrpriz benden gelmi\u015fti, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fmelerimiz bitince yola koyulduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk dura\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an \u00e7ok heyecanland\u0131k. Ama i\u00e7erideki heyecan ve tela\u015f daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc, evde bir f\u0131rt\u0131na esti. \u015eu g\u00fcnlerde kap\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda (olur da \u00e7alarsa tabii) ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z heyecana, kendimize ve evimize \u00e7ekid\u00fczen verme \u00e7abas\u0131na benzer bir \u015fey! Arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n annesinin sesi geliyordu i\u00e7eriden, “Geldi i\u015fte memur, dedim size, \u00e7abuk toplay\u0131n \u015fu sofray\u0131”. Uzun bir ko\u015fu\u015fturmadan sonra kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7an arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zleri falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hep beraber arka balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p evi \u00e7ok yak\u0131n olan di\u011fer bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 arad\u0131k balkona \u00e7\u0131ksana<\/em> diye. Balkondan kendisine el sallayan bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce o da b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k ya\u015fad\u0131 ve gelsenize<\/em> dedi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yasa\u011f\u0131 bir kez deldikten sonra bir cesaret gelir ya insana, di\u015f hekimi \u00e7\u0131kartmas\u0131 g\u00fcvencesi olan arabay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p oraya y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. O da giyinip a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inmi\u015fti \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o arada konu\u015ftu\u011fu di\u011fer bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z hadi bize gelin, annemler yok <\/em>demi\u015fti. Elimizi kolumuzu sallayarak d\u00f6rt gen\u00e7 \u015fehrin ana caddelerinden g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fe g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fe ge\u00e7ip son dura\u011f\u0131m\u0131za vard\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Son dura\u011f\u0131m\u0131z evde mutfak masas\u0131n\u0131n etraf\u0131na konu\u015flan\u0131p saatlerce ka\u011f\u0131t oynad\u0131k. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7ay demleyip verdi\u011fimiz molada arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n annesinin yap\u0131p b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir haftal\u0131k kek ve b\u00f6rek sto\u011funu, evlere da\u011f\u0131lmadan da dolaptaki leziz anne yemeklerini t\u00fckettik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O apartmana say\u0131m memuru sabah geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in kendi evlerinde say\u0131lmadan \u00e7\u0131kan biz d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz say\u0131lmad\u0131k ve bu nedenle sonraki be\u015f y\u0131l\u0131n istatistiklerinde yoktuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben o g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki bu \u015fehirde benim ruhumda m\u00fcthi\u015f bir arkada\u015f kayna\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131 ve benim kal\u0131p onlar\u0131 ke\u015ffetmem gerekiyordu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ve b\u00f6ylece ‘kald\u0131r\u0131mlar aras\u0131nda a\u00e7an ayk\u0131r\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi bu \u015fehrin sokaklar\u0131nda, ta\u015flar\u0131nda eskittim gen\u00e7li\u011fimi’. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen \u015f\u00fcpheye d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor de\u011filim Sezen Aksu benden mi ilham ald\u0131 Ayk\u0131r\u0131 \u00c7i\u00e7ek<\/em> \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yazarken!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not: <\/strong>Yar\u0131n \u00e7ok daha g\u00fczel bir \u00f6yk\u00fc ve onun i\u00e7inde ba\u015fka bir \u00f6yk\u00fc geliyor<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Say\u0131lmayan gen\u00e7ler! 19 May\u0131s’\u0131n ertesinde i\u015fte size serotonin ve adrenalin y\u00fckl\u00fc bir avu\u00e7 gencin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc: \u00dcniversiteden hemen sonra IBM’de ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fimin e\u011fitim s\u00fcrecini tamamlay\u0131p Adana’daki b\u00f6lge ofisinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak \u00fczere ailemin yan\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yapt\u0131m. Bu bir tercihti, bir yandan y\u0131llarca uzak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ailemin yan\u0131nda olacakt\u0131m, bir yandan da \u00e7ok uluslu bir \u015firketin himayesinde birka\u00e7 y\u0131l birikim … Okumaya devam et I ragazzi non contati<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3697"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3697"}],"version-history":[{"count":49,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3697\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5877,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3697\/revisions\/5877"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3697"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3697"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3697"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}