{"id":6894,"date":"2020-08-04T09:14:54","date_gmt":"2020-08-04T09:14:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/?p=6894"},"modified":"2020-08-08T13:13:04","modified_gmt":"2020-08-08T13:13:04","slug":"chissa-quando-saremo-liberi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/2020\/08\/04\/chissa-quando-saremo-liberi\/","title":{"rendered":"Chiss\u00e0 quando saremo liberi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Kim bilir ne zaman \u00f6zg\u00fcr olaca\u011f\u0131z!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayram\u0131m\u0131 ilk kutlayan\u0131 coronaya b\u0131rakmadan kendi ellerimle ben halledece\u011fim, korkmuyorum mapustan, talimliyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayram gelece\u011fimizi etkiledi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kuzu gibi kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum \u015fimdi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O sahillerin derelerin hali neydi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kara \u00e7ar\u015fafl\u0131 teyzeler bile g\u00f6nl\u00fcnce \u00e7imdi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne keyif kald\u0131 art\u0131k ne de ne\u015fe<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kapmal\u0131 yine balkonda serin bir k\u00f6\u015fe<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fark etmez ger\u00e7i bu kederle men\u015fe<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine de tavsiyem gara guzu ters k\u00f6\u015fe<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hem tad\u0131 g\u00fczel hem ad\u0131 manidar<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00f6neten ve y\u00f6netilen kafalar olunca b\u00f6yle dar<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha artar bu zaten tasarruflu verilen say\u0131lar<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece ev de\u011fil \u00fclke de gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 dar<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yukar\u0131daki karamsar \u015fiirden de anla\u015f\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 gibi, ruh halim ger\u00e7ekten iyi de\u011fildi birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Fakat d\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc bir anda evrildi, \u00e7evrildi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim, geni\u015fledi daralan y\u00fcre\u011fim. \u0130talya’da ev arayan \u00f6\u011frencim i\u00e7in ben de ara\u015ft\u0131ray\u0131m biraz derken, kar\u015f\u0131ma bah\u00e7e i\u00e7inde huzurlu mini bir daire \u00e7\u0131kmaz m\u0131! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anda kendimi bir y\u0131l oraya atmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fledim. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fi oradan da yapar, kiray\u0131 denklerim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Sonu\u00e7ta \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam i\u00e7in gereken bir bilgisayar bir de masa, kafam zaten benimle gidecek. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu beyin g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc fikri ile yeniden hayal kurabilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark edip sevindim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130ki g\u00fcn \u00f6nce, yani bir pazar ve bayram sabah\u0131, saat sekizde camiden gelen ve iki kez tekrarlanan uzun tedbiri elden b\u0131rakmayal\u0131m<\/em> anonsu ile uykudan s\u0131\u00e7ramak hi\u00e7 iyi gelmemi\u015f, bast\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn duygular\u0131m tetiklenmi\u015fti. Elimde bir tuvalet ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 rulosu, yan\u0131mda cici hediyem aloe vera<\/em>‘m, aynen bu resimdeki k\u0131z gibi g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tedbiri elden b\u0131rakmay\u0131p yataklar\u0131nda uyuyanlar\u0131 <\/em>de\u011fil, sahillerde ve dere yataklar\u0131nda istiflenen<\/em> tedbirsiz insanc\u0131klar\u0131 uyar, de\u011fil mi ama? Ben uyurken tedbiri elden b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m oysa, kap\u0131 pencere kapal\u0131, klima a\u00e7\u0131k ve ne olur ne olmaz diye kula\u011f\u0131mda silikon t\u0131ka\u00e7lar. Anons sesinin ne kadar a\u00e7\u0131k oldu\u011funu tahmin edin diye \u00f6zelime girdim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Yani ben bo\u015f yere evden, \u00fclkeden ve hatta dinden \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131, biraz da kilise \u00e7an\u0131 sesiyle uyan\u0131p huzurla kahvemi yudumlaman\u0131n hayalini kurmaya ba\u015flamad\u0131m d\u00fcn!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Not: <\/strong>Ben art\u0131k bir s\u00fcre Milano’daki o ye\u015fil panjurlu minik evde ya\u015fama hayaline tutunaca\u011f\u0131m, zaten tuvalet ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 rulosu da bitti g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131m da. G\u00fczel bir yaz\u0131 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ge\u00e7mi\u015ften,<\/em> bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u0131ra gelmedi ona. Yar\u0131n onu yay\u0131nlayaca\u011f\u0131m, kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ruh halinden devam edece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Yaz\u0131lar\u0131m hakk\u0131nda yap\u0131lan en tatl\u0131<\/em> yorumlardan biri de kahvenin yan\u0131ndaki tek at\u0131ml\u0131k lokum<\/em> idi. Umar\u0131m yar\u0131nki yaz\u0131m da ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayram lokumu<\/em> k\u0131vam\u0131nda olur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kim bilir ne zaman \u00f6zg\u00fcr olaca\u011f\u0131z! Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayram\u0131m\u0131 ilk kutlayan\u0131 coronaya b\u0131rakmadan kendi ellerimle ben halledece\u011fim, korkmuyorum mapustan, talimliyim. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayram gelece\u011fimizi etkiledi Kuzu gibi kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum \u015fimdi O sahillerin derelerin hali neydi Kara \u00e7ar\u015fafl\u0131 teyzeler bile g\u00f6nl\u00fcnce \u00e7imdi Ne keyif kald\u0131 art\u0131k ne de ne\u015fe Kapmal\u0131 yine balkonda serin bir k\u00f6\u015fe Fark etmez … Okumaya devam et Chiss\u00e0 quando saremo liberi<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6894"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6894"}],"version-history":[{"count":46,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6894\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7026,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6894\/revisions\/7026"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6894"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6894"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6894"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}