{"id":9634,"date":"2020-12-21T05:51:39","date_gmt":"2020-12-21T05:51:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/?p=9634"},"modified":"2020-12-22T06:19:44","modified_gmt":"2020-12-22T06:19:44","slug":"il-fondo-della-nostalgia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/2020\/12\/21\/il-fondo-della-nostalgia\/","title":{"rendered":"Il fondo della nostalgia"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Nostaljinin dibi!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yok hay\u0131r, daha dibe vurmad\u0131m hen\u00fcz korkmay\u0131n. Hafta bitti, hafta sonu bitti, bu ay ve bu y\u0131l da bitiyor ama bitmeyen ve bitmeyecek olan tek \u015fey var elimizde, y\u00fcre\u011fimizde, o da umut!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amerikal\u0131 \u015fair Emily Dickinson’un (1830-1886) Umut<\/em> \u015fiirinde s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi umut ruhumuzda t\u00fcneyen ku\u015ftur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Umut” o t\u00fcyl\u00fc yarat\u0131kt\u0131r – Ruhta t\u00fcneyen – Ve s\u00f6zs\u00fcz bir ezgiyi – Dilinden – hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmeyen – Ve en g\u00fczeli – dinlemek – borada – Ama \u015fiddetliyse f\u0131rt\u0131na – O minik ku\u015f afallar O ki bir\u00e7ok insan\u0131 \u0131s\u0131tm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r – En so\u011fuk diyarlarda dinledim – En tuhaf denizlerde sesini – Ama en zor durumlarda bile, Benden – tek bir k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131 istemedi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yirmili ya\u015flarda evde kendini inzivaya \u00e7eken Dickinson, d\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnya ile ileti\u015fimini keserek aile bireyleri d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda nerdeyse hi\u00e7 kimse ile sosyal ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmemi\u015ftir. Her ya\u015ftan her birimizin i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu durum yani! L’unica differenza<\/em><\/strong> (tek fark), onun inzivas\u0131 muhtemelen bir kalp k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 nedeniyle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 psikolojik s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n da etkisiyle g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc, bizimki ise corona y\u00fcz\u00fcnden zorunlu ve sonras\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z psikolojik s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n etkisiyle zaman zaman dayan\u0131lmaz! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015farken yaln\u0131zca bir mektubu ve on \u015fiiri yay\u0131nlanan \u015fairin, \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra bulunan yakla\u015f\u0131k 1800 \u015fiiri ailesinin izniyle yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f ve tan\u0131nd\u0131ktan sonra en b\u00fcy\u00fck Amerikal\u0131 \u015fairlerden biri olarak de\u011ferlendirilmi\u015ftir. Dickinson, yay\u0131nlatmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi\u011fi \u015fiirlerini adland\u0131rmay\u0131p numaraland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u015eiirleri generalmente <\/em><\/strong>(genellikle) bir numara ve daha \u00e7ok ilk m\u0131sralar\u0131 ile bilinse de 254 numaral\u0131 bu en pop\u00fcler \u015fiirinin ad\u0131 Umut <\/em>olarak ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Due anni fa<\/em><\/strong> (iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce) bu k\u0131sac\u0131k \u015fiirden, \u015fairin hayat\u0131yla da ba\u011flant\u0131 kurarak, kaynak\u00e7a hari\u00e7 alt\u0131 sayfal\u0131k d\u00f6nem \u00f6devi \u00e7\u0131karabilen ben, ruhumda t\u00fcnemi\u015f olan t\u00fcyl\u00fc \u015feyin <\/em>yard\u0131m\u0131yla hafta sonunu s\u00f6zl\u00fc ve s\u00f6zs\u00fcz ezgilerle, kimseden tek bir k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131 istemeden <\/em>ge\u00e7irdim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nas\u0131l m\u0131? Babam\u0131n miras\u0131 m\u00fczik evreninde kendime terapi yaparak! Zaman\u0131nda \u00f6zel olarak yapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mobilyaya entegre ettirerek kendi yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fczik setimizde cumartesi adagio ma non troppo<\/em> ve pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fcrd\u00eeli hicazk\u00e2r<\/em> makam\u0131nda onun plaklar\u0131n\u0131 dinledim, dinlendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu m\u00fczik setinin bir de mobilyalar aras\u0131nda \u00e7ok \u015f\u0131k duran hazeranl\u0131 hoparl\u00f6rleri var. Ve san\u0131r\u0131m Philips markas\u0131na duyulan fedelt\u00e0<\/em> <\/strong>(sadakat) genetik bizde. Pikap ve teyp Philips, radyo ise Grundig, Senderwahl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130lk elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m plak, k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131yla beni en \u00e7ok cezbeden, Rossini’nin (1792-1868) Sevil Berberi<\/em> operas\u0131 oldu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumda bu besteciyle ayn\u0131 d\u00f6nemde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f Amerikal\u0131 \u015fairin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ku\u015f, kula\u011f\u0131mda b\u00fcy\u00fck \u0130talyan bestecinin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 opera ve akl\u0131mda \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun pazar sabahlar\u0131ndaki klasik m\u00fczik ayinleri, ak\u015famlar\u0131ndaki Klasik T\u00fcrk M\u00fczi\u011fi dinletileri ile hafta sonu nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti anlamad\u0131m bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dickinson’a g\u00f6re umut, ruhun \u00fcst\u00fcnde t\u00fcneyen t\u00fcyl\u00fc bir \u015fey,<\/em> bana g\u00f6re ise art\u0131k kahve fincan\u0131ma t\u00fcneyen bir ku\u015f bile umut, yani un uccello che si posa sulla mia tazzina!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Emily Dickinson’\u0131n \u015fiiri hakk\u0131nda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6devi bulup bir g\u00f6z att\u0131m \u015fimdi. Ku\u015fun ona i\u00e7imizde bir yer verdi\u011fimiz s\u00fcrece, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131 ve dalgal\u0131 denizleri atlat\u0131p hayatta kalmam\u0131za yard\u0131mc\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klarken, bir iyilik kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda beklenen veya istenen bir \u015feyin sembol\u00fc olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131<\/em> bile atlamam\u0131\u015f\u0131z \u015fiiri analiz ederken:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In the last line \u2018crumb\u2019 is the symbol of something which is asked in return for a favor. Birds eat bread crumbs that people give them. Normally, a bird would not refuse crumbs that are given to it. However, this bird has never asked for a crumb from Dickinson. Here in the last line, Dickinson emphasizes the selfless character of hope. Hope does not need or ask for anything in order to be present. It just needs a place in our souls and if we let this bird stay and sit in our souls, it will always sing and help us to survive bad storms, cold lands and rough seas, which are metaphors for the worst situations and conditions in our lives.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tabii yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 uzatmak ve \u00f6devin gere\u011fi olan en az kelime say\u0131s\u0131na ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in elimizden geleni yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131z, \u015fiirin her bir k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 hakk\u0131nda akl\u0131m\u0131za ne gelirse yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131z ama yine de co\u015fkulu bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma olmu\u015f! \u015eu andaki kafa ve ruh sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla bu \u015fiir \u00fczerine alt\u0131 olmasa da birka\u00e7 sayfa yazabilirim h\u00e2l\u00e2. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cio\u00e8<\/strong><\/em> (yani) ku\u015f hen\u00fcz havalanmad\u0131 t\u00fcnedi\u011fi yerden ama f\u0131rsat kolluyor gibime geliyor. Ben en iyisi biraz ekmek k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131, hatta daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir r\u00fc\u015fvet vereyim ona da biraz daha kals\u0131n, umut fakirin ekme\u011fi!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nostaljinin dibi! Yok hay\u0131r, daha dibe vurmad\u0131m hen\u00fcz korkmay\u0131n. Hafta bitti, hafta sonu bitti, bu ay ve bu y\u0131l da bitiyor ama bitmeyen ve bitmeyecek olan tek \u015fey var elimizde, y\u00fcre\u011fimizde, o da umut! Amerikal\u0131 \u015fair Emily Dickinson’un (1830-1886) Umut \u015fiirinde s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi umut ruhumuzda t\u00fcneyen ku\u015ftur: “Umut” o t\u00fcyl\u00fc yarat\u0131kt\u0131r – Ruhta t\u00fcneyen – … Okumaya devam et Il fondo della nostalgia<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9634"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9634"}],"version-history":[{"count":26,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9634\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9674,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9634\/revisions\/9674"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9634"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9634"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.italianoconulgen.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9634"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}